It’s one of those nights where everyone can sleep perfectly except for one person. I really could do with at least a few hours rest but it just won’t happen. Too many worries. When your tired the worries just keep circling around in your mind. Making you more tired but increasing the stress levels so you can’t sleep. So many worries circulating.
With the passing of his last grandparent this September this will be the first Christmas Day when it’s going to be just the two of us.. This is on top of this being the first Christmas since THAT SANTA CHAT.
Are we at the right school.
Is it time to consider sleep medication for our son. He’s got to sleep reasonably early tonight but that’s a rarity.
Which Dyslexia programme to pay for.
Should he return to school today even though his hand is still not right.
Son has not had a holiday in three years.
What happens to our son if something happens to me.
Do I replace the malfunctioning washing machine.
Can I get a couple more months out of the car tyres
Getting further behind the work schedule.
A few too many bills.
I’m not going to resolve any of these in my present mental state. I need to switch the brain off. So I’m going to try something completely left field. A hot milk (I don’t really like the stuff) and lights off then switch on. When our son was a baby he wouldn’t sleep. So we bought him a night light projector – he hated it. So tonight I’m switching on the baby projector. Lets see if the projected little blue and red stars can soothe this tired sole tonight.