The feeding zone has been active today with the usual characters. Yes the characters are making a mess of the lawn but it’s always so good to see them. We don’t get too many human visitors these days so who is going to notice the rugby pitch of a lawn and I don’t think non-human visitors are that fussed.
Another largely sleepless night. One short dream, a viewing of the stunning yet grim Everest movie and a bout of late night blog catchup. While reading a friends post a thought entered my zonked out brain. How many other souls are struggling with sleep currently. We really deserve our own secret club. Maybe the name should be The Dead Tired Poets Society. Dead Poets Society is a truly stunning movie. If we want to be selective we could be the Dead Tired Parents Society.
But why stop there. We could have so many subgroups.
For the financially challenged – The Dead Broke Poets Society,
For the puzzled amongst us – The Dead Confused Poets Society,
For the bad cooks – The Dead if you eat this cake Poets Society,
For those feeling happy – The Dead Chuffed Poets Society,
For those who can regenerate – The Deadpool Poets Society,
For the rubbish Fortnite players – The Dead in five seconds Poets Society,
For the rubbish negotiators – The Deadlock Poets Society,
For the strong amongst us – The Deadlift Poets Society,
For the gardeners amongst us – The Deadheading Poets Society,
For the Monty Python lovers – The Dead Parrot Poets Society,
And for the impassive people – The Deadpan Poets Society.
Today was another fun day. Fun but with son’s anxieties bubbling just beneath the surface. I have emailed school to tip them off but deep down I know they won’t do anything. The teachers won’t be informed and if they were – what would actually happen. Not much. I’m not sure how much training this group of teachers have had in dealing with anxiety. They certainly have had little specialised training in areas like dyslexia and autism. Maybe that’s why my first questions to the teachers tends to be
You do know he has Aspergers and you do know he has Dyslexia and you do know he has Dyspraxia.
The look I get back with the generally vague replies suggests either they don’t or they do but given the 1000 things they are dealing with this is never going to be a priority. So my parenting anxieties are mounting again. That’s why having fun is so important. It’s great for my son and it’s such a release for me. A release which is even more important when sleep fails you. Can you guess what tonight’s insomniac movie is. I’ve dropped enough clues.
Dead Poets Society.
That’s a movie I haven’t seen in forever.
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Enjoy the movie! I love it! Insomniac here too! Dead tired but unable to sleep! 🙂
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That society is going to be popular
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I will sign up for your Deadheading Poet’s Society. 🙂
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Your in.
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👍
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I don’t so much have insomnia as a EXTREME preference to sleep by day. But the world doesn’t support my schedule so I’d like to join the Dead Tired division!
I had only 3 hrs of sleep Thur morn, with great hope of sleeping that night. Nope! Finally took a xanax around 7am and slept till 2p… and now I’m groggy and won’t sleep at night again.
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That’s a popular one. What do you think of Xanax.
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LOVE it. For me, it makes my brain stop spinning so I can sleep… but I’m not too zonked out to respond to things that happen during the night (cat barfing) and I can usually wake up without a problem. I’ve been on a low dose of it for many years without increasing (HUGE concern of my doc’s).
If insomnia is uncommon for you, Tylenol PM worked very well for me. I only switched to xanax because I need something virtually every night and Tylenol can cause liver damage.
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Thank you. A Doctor warned me about Tylenol so that experiment was ditched.
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Xanax is pretty safe but docs can get quite caught up being overly concerned about long term use. If I could sleep on my own, I would. But I clearly can’t. Oh how I long for my pre-40s when I could sleep anywhere & anytime!!
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Yes they were good times.
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Did you try melatonin too? That was a big fat fail for me. As were med marijuana (knocked me out but I didn’t experience any relaxation, just the loss of several hours), and cbd (no thc but still made me paranoid).
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One doctor wanted to prescribe that for son but then another doctor ripped up the prescription. Just said it wasn’t worth it.
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Yeah… far trickier with kids. They might not have the experience or ability to express some of the weirdness I felt. Even when I tried the stains that aren’t supposed to make you tired, I’d have roughly 2hrs of nothing, 5-10 min of knowing I was pre-blackout, then zonked for 2 hrs. Really not my thing!!
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Maybe sleep will come when it’s ready. Maybe it’s when we are stress free.
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I hope so for you!
I’m naturally nocturnal and have been fighting this battle literally since pre-birth (my mother bitched about how I’d start kicking just as she went to bed). I find it immensely frustrating not to be able to find a professional nob with night-shift hours in 2020!!
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Maybe that’s the thing. Maybe my search for a perfect night sleep misses the point. This is the sleep which the body wants.
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I always feel like my body wants sleep but my brain has vetoed it. If it goes on too long, it starts to feel like my brain has forgotten how to sleep.
I was thinking of you around 3am when I was exhausted but my brain was suddenly FULL of energy, despite xanax & pain meds. Part of me wanted to do something productive but a just slightly larger piece couldn’t focus well enough to even watch a movie. I ended up watching a really disappointing stand up comedy special which bored me enough to fall asleep shortly after.
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That often works. Avatar gets me nodding off. Unfortunately I wake with the most stupid dreams.
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I recall waking from a dream where I was climbing a ladder with a rabbit/cat in one hand and fearful of dropping it. I’d like to get back the dream where I was BFFs with Brad Pitt!!
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Yes those dreams don’t come round that often. Sadly.
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ps: there’s a meme/pic for you at the bottom of my post from 5 min ago.
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Thank you. That’s a first for me and yes that was me last night again. Last night I got through Black Panther.
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I fell asleep at 9:30p.. unfortunately, I woke back up at 9:45pm and stayed awake till almost 7a.
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Now that is so bad. How did you keep yourself going over those hours. xx
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I spend almost every night petting my cats, watching really old tv shows (“Burns & Allen”) and wishing I’d fall asleep. It wouldn’t be a big deal if I had enough mental/physical energy to DO something (chores or study!!) but I never do.
I was going to watch the Downton Abbey movie but I paid for it and didn’t want to risk falling asleep and wasting my money.
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Oh I hate doing that. Pay for a movie then fall asleep. I did that with Ad Astra. It’s amazing what you watch at that time. Even watched a fishing programme a few nights back. Fishing…..
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LOL… I’ve found myself flipping between QVC & HSN for an hour, transfixed by how hosts can hype the most mundane objects.
If I knew I’d fall asleep during a movie, it would be worth the rental fee! But as soon as I plan for that it will stop working!
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Sadly I’ve done QVC as well. The presenters deserve every penny they earn for that. I watched two hours on slippers. Then another hour on microwave dishes. Wow…
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I don’t know how they do those 1+ hour presentations for a single item, esp when it’s boring!! One of the channels has a new (to me) presenter in the middle of the night and she’s HORRIBLE… constantly tripping over her own words. That can be entertaining but so far she’s just annoying.
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Watched one about a mobile phone cover. The presenter said it was the easiest ever cover to fit. He put it on back to front. I was shouting at the TV.
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LOL!!
I’d be happy to never see Temptations cook/serving ware again!!!
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Admit you were tempted to phone in and buy a set. I was. x
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Nope… I hate them and rarely cook.
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That’s probably what I should do. Much safer.
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Well, I live alone and HAAATE doing dishes, so it made sense for me.
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I do as well. Guaranteed to drop one item.
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I just bought shatterproof LED light bulbs with auto battery backup. Power very rarely goes off here… almost never… but the suckered me in!!
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That’s what I like to hear. Last night I almost bought a lava lamp in the shape of the moon.
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Oh, how are you going to live without a moon lava lamp??
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It’s tough but the thought of what’s on offer tonight is keeping me going.
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I slept for a few hours but woke up at 2am an I can’t tell you how desperately I wish you were nearby to laugh at the HORRIBLE Easter items QVC is currently showing!! You probably already bought the $21USD giant porcelain egg.
fyi: in my world this is also known as the threat, “I am soooooo gonna buy this for you!” The uglier & less practical the better!
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No such luck here. It was jewellery last night. Couldn’t face it so watched some guy fishing.
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The Laughed So Hard I’m Dead, Poets Society!😂🤣😂🤣
I tried to nap while Ben was at school today, but my phone went off every hour or so with junk texts & calls😠 I leave it on in case school calls, or my daughter… We’ll try again tonight🤞
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You just can’t turn that mobile off. Even when your sort of free your tied to that phone. Really hope you get some sleep tonight.
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Both of us🙏
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Not happening for me tonight so I hope that means double the sleep for you.
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Awww, man! That sucks! It’s a little after 8pm here and I have to wait for Younger to come pick up my car for work this weekend and to drive Older to work tonight🙄 I won’t be able to even try for until after 10:30pm.
I’ll take whatever I can get. An hour doze is better than nothing.
💌
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Really hope you got some sleep. x
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I certainly tried! Ben is like a snooze alarm…every time I doze, he hits me (not mean) and tells me “Wake up Grandma”. I keep telling him I’d be more awake if he didnt get me up at 3:30am, but its beneath his Royal notice🙄😂
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That’s royalty for you. We should know our place. Oh for a bit of Ben’s energy.
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nonhuman visitors are sometimes more enjoyable
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They often stay the longest.
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Could be a member of so many of those Societies! Love it ❤
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Thank you. No reason why you can’t be in many.
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May I suggest the Don’t Know What Im Talking About Poets Society? Lol
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That’s a good one x
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I love the squirrel … and the birds. I’m trying to come up with one for those of use burnt out with the politics of the day, but my imagination flew south for the winter, I think. And by the way … sleep is much over-rated anyway. I can get so much more done at 3:00 a.m. than during the day! 😉
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Yes it’s a good time to do stuff. What about the Dead Big Wall Poets Golfing Society
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Ha ha … that’s a good one, but … I’d never remember all those words! We could use the acronym … DBWPGS
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Yes the kinda rolls off the tongue.
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I also love that movie. Watched it with my adult children once and they all sat there stunned when it was over. “I told you you’d like it,” I said.
You have quite a menagerie on your lawn. Very entertaining.
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Thank you. Yes it’s such a great movie.
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The cake one’s my favorite.
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It’s many people’s favourite
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I’d be enjoying watching your visitors on the lawn. Especially the squirrel.
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They bring so much joy.
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They bring joy to me watching too when I am near wildlife.
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Yes it’s one of the few things not to make you frustrated these days.
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Yes. That and pets.
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Especially pets.
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I agree – a great film. Son’s school harbours a few members of The Dead Loss Society. Good photos. Did you get that Nikon?
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Going to look at it next week when he’s back at school.
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Great post. I could qualify for a few of these societies 😂
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Thank you so much. Your welcome in any society.
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Does herbal tea relax you at all? (Or is that a travesty in Yorkshire?)
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Not really. I do like it now but no. Funny that the new UK Chancellor was photographed making tea with the biggest pack of Yorkshire Tea.
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I never have trouble sleeping. My problem is waking up. They used to call me Dormouse in school.
But my husband would join your society. Don’t think he’s had a full nights sleep in years. It’s the one constant in our lives.
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That’s a cool school name. Mine was Bagpuss.
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Love the animal visitors! And the cake one is my favorite too. Hope you get some sleep soon!
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How is your running doing?
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Good – just sticking it around five miles a day. Haven’t really had a chance to go any longer. How about for you?
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Not been for about two weeks now. I’m so hoping for a run tomorrow. Couldn’t face another run round the garden. I keep meaning to ask which running watch do you use?
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I like the Garmin HR for the HR part. I asked for one for Christmas but all they had was a purple one size small. I mean, it fit and all and I guess purple is okay. I think they stopped making them though, and now make only top models so that makes me bummed
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Don’t you hate that when they do that. The times I finally find a super comfy running shoe and they immediately stop making them or they change them.
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I know! They did the same with my shoes too! They still make them but now they are $50 more – ugh! They went from $149 to $199 – that is a hefty jump!
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New Balance whacked £60 on my preferred shoe and then made them narrower.
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Oh that is the worse. I know this feeling too well. Love that movie so much.
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It’s such a great movie
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