There are things which I should not be allowed to do when I am are feeling depressed. Here’s are a few things that can send me spiralling downwards.
Watching my so called football team
Look at the news
Anything to do with Boris Johnson
Standing on a Lego piece
Listening to Roger Waters
Weighing myself
Looking at the bank account
Watching the first 10 minutes of UP!
Looking at my face in the mirror
Now I can add something else to that list. Going on Street View…
I don’t know how but I ended up on that App, randomly looking at a street in New York. I had been searching for Science news items. But now I was in Street View. Thats when I made my first mistake. I looked up my old childhood home town. It’s a clever app as I could effectively wander the old routes I would walk when I was young. Seeing just how much had gone and just how run down it had become really made me feel even more down.
Then the next big mistake. I looked up the town we used to stay at in Switzerland. I wandered that beautiful place. At first it cheered me up. Remembering sights and sounds. But then pangs of sadness. Reminders of just how long it’s been since I was there. Then a nagging feeling. If I do ever make it back here I’m doing it as a single parent or probably on my own. Suddenly going back seemed even more unlikely.
Now I’m getting really down.
As I navigated the streets I caught sight of a building we would always walk past on the way to the train station. A shop window I would always look at. It was a steep climb up that street and it would give my partner a chance to catch her breath. But now it looks like it’s gone. Turned into luxury apartments. That made me really really sad.
A few minutes later I was stood outside in the garden. Stood alone in the darkness. Feeling really low. Yes definitely time to start avoiding Street View.
We know our triggers, and yet there are times when we allow them anyway. I often wonder if that is a way to punish ourselves or to show how strong we really are.
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I guess it is.
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I’m so sorry. I hope the rest of the week gets better for you.
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Thank you
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Thinking of you! x
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Thank you Robyn xx
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So many things can trigger us to go down emotionally…Covid hasn’t helped. It has added a layer of things to our world that we must rise above each day!
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It hasn’t helped.
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Again I hate liking your post. I wish I could whisk you and your son over here to sunny Florida, even though I am indoors with hubby 23 hours a day.
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It so tough for you x
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Not easy when hubby had a stroke. I do everything now, so most of my workouts went out the window.
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Just wish you got a little more time for yourself. We all need that ❤️
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You also 😘
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You can deal with sad memories by remembering something that was fun. Memories are a source of joy too.
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Thank you
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Take care my friend
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I will ❤️
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I had to tell my son to turn off street view of Barcelona after we left as I was missing it so much. Sometimes such an abrupt dose of the past can be too much to handle.
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It so can
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Are those Iris? Think positive always,
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I’m so sorry. After losing both my parents and selling the house I lived in from the age of ten, I’ve lurked using Google maps and street view. It’s hard to see improvements they’ve made – evidence that life goes on and I’ll never go inside the house ever again. There’s no going back, whether I want to or not.
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🙏❤️
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Garfield hugs….
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*hugs*
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Hugs to you my friend ❤️
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hilarious list… sorry but made me laugh 🙂 I’ve got similar one I guess :)))
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Yes, indeed
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One of the things about memories is that they’re like pictures… frozen in time. It’s always sad to have the reality of today erase the golden glow of our memories.
Yep… Street View for “new” places only!
Your daffo-down-dillies are so pretty!😍
HUGS!💌💌💌💌
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Hugs to you Angie ❤️❤️❤️
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Looking back is dangerous if you are inclined to melancholia. I am and I’m not sure why but I started to write about a particular series of things from my life and down the hole I went too. It can be cathartic but it can also just be a downer. I street view too sometimes but I don’t have any nostalgic memories from those. I would say “cheer up”, but I know it has to happen in its own time. Sending hugs. XX
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It really is. xx
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Oh, my, It is crazy how quickly the mood can change but I understand it so well. That is the problem with triggered memories. They can lift you up or take you even deeper down. I know, who am I to say this, but I so convinced that you will make new memories in Switzerland. We are having a deal, don’t forget about that!!
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We so do have a deal. 🤗
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Don’t ever forget… or I’ll come over to remind you (once it is possible again)… lol
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I hope you do xx
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Will keep this in mind👍
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Hmmm. I am not sure that some of those things (I didn’t recognize all of them) shouldn’t be avoided ALL THE TIME . . . but . . .to each their own. I am sorry you are depressed and that Street View made you feel worse. But . . . I want to tell you, I didn’t know about Street View, I did and I didn’t. I knew that I could go to an address and choose to look at it at street view, but I never realized I could just go to street view and look at anything. Ha. Kinda like driving at something from a different direction. Interesting. Thanks. Again . . . sorry you are depressed. Perhaps it is the time of year because I have been out of sorts too . . . and for me, yes, part of it IS the time of year. I do not do well with the change in time that is approaching. I hope you are feeling better.
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Hopefully the lighter days will help. Thank you
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The lighter days seem to be favored by some . . . I’m not one of them. 🙂 Hopefully you are feeling better!
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Thank you
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Oh that’s rough. Places are so tied to memory. Yes be careful with that. Some memories may be better left in the mind. Everything ages, changes, shifts or disappears and sometimes it’s not good to be reminded of that. But hope and love remain. 💖
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They so do ❤️
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sorry it made you sad to look on that app. I had never even heard of it! xo
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Not using it again.
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