Just seems such a waste. Such a beautiful flower and yet it’s in our garden so it only has an audience of two. But that’s how it is.
He is so caring. When his class had the last day in the old school one of the girls cried her eyes out. The only one to go across to her and ask if she was alright was our son. Yet because he is on the spectrum he must be unfeeling and cold…..
He brain is far more powerful than his Old Pops yet somehow I went university and he is seen as being low attainment.
He has a love for scientific enquiry yet that counts for nothing as he can’t accurately hand draw a plant cell structure or spell correctly common science words.
He can create awesome self contained worlds with detailed mythologies, politics and cultures. Yet because he can’t construct a grammatically correct postcard he is written off.
He can forensically debate historical details yet because people assume that he will never read a textbook he is not encouraged to foster that subject love.
The education system has written off his reading as something which won’t develop yet he can read and send texts without help. He is told to just get used to using a reading pen yet today while watching the Justice League he read the sub titles almost perfectly.
He is not part of the in-group of kids who live and breathe football. Yet he can talk for hours about football stats. Relive the sports greatest moments. Can talk for hours about the minutiae of Team setups and tactics.
He can be so relaxed, so astute and so naturally funny. Yet only I see this. It does seem such a waste. But that’s how it is.
They can write him off but he will one day be grand. Then many will see the truth.:)
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Never a waste!
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He will grow into his great strengths and will be an adult you will be proud of. I am so glad you believe in him and can see him or who he is. As long as you believe in him, he will be able to shine one day on his own!
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I believe Edison was thought to be slow. Great minds are not always accomodated by rote education. Your son, and the flower, are not wasted just because they have a small audience.
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How many bright beautiful things are under looked while we focus on our societies imposed obsessions with wealth
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Exactly.
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Accommodated.. Oops
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Please don’t ever think it is a waste. I feel it is so nice that you know what he knows. How can he face life if you did not know that? Our best wishes are always with him.
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It’s a waste in terms of how much our world shuns and ignores What is in front of it yet focuses on wealth and privilege.
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Yes that is true. Unfortunately. My son says that people do not see beyond what they see. In his case it is his not being able to see. But of course there are many who do see beyond that. He gets irritated at people’s lack of understanding.
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He is right to. We do need a revolution. In the past the ones over money and power have often failed. Maybe the one over a better more open world will.
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With you there supporting him, he’ll find his way. The education system is US is a joke and from everything I’ve heard/read UK is just as bad. They teach kids how to take and pass tests, memorize facts and regurgitate them. Your son obviously knows how to learn and that’s what is most important. Others will discover what you already know.
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Couldn’t have said it better. The system is just calcified.
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Completely
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Already schools focus is on a few exams in 4 years time and how to ensure he gets a minimum result to hit targets.
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I keep wondering what niche my children will be able to fill as adults. Your son has so much talent and intelligence! The world needs it.
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The world should be welcoming and fostering kids like yours to find something that they live doing which may well elevate the world. Unfortunately profit is king.
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It makes me sad.
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It’s life and we just need to face up to it. That’s what I keep telling myself anyway.
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This is just gut wrenching to read. Its the fucking system that out of order not your son… I want to punch someone when I read this but I know it would only convince them I was ‘mad’ too. I just hope these beautiful spiritual and deeply emotional souls will one day move outside of this dying systems and start to show us how to really live. I wish that truly and ever so deeply from the bottom of my heart. I hear your pain in all of this. Hugs and love ❤
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Thank you. You read the stories of wonderful kids on the blogs and you realise what a great world it could be. Yet you see the abuse Greta Thunberg gets and you realise why we are in such a mess.
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Reblogged this on Emerging From The Dark Night and commented:
I had to share this, it really undid my heart.
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That is a special flower, i imagine each one is pretty unique – although there are some pansy’s that can appear at first glane to be all the same.
Humans, of course, are all absolutely unique, yet many become trained so as to appear virtually identical. (In all but the most minor details).
Not quite sure how desirable it is to be recognised by large numbers of other people for your particular uniqueness, but i think the main thing is that you recognise it yourself – and are comfortable with it and use it to your best effect.
And just so you know, that flower is now able to be seen and appreciated by millions all around the world, just because you took the time to notice, appreciate and capture it, and then posted it on-line. It is not in any sense wasted in your garden. It also has a far greater purpose than to serve as an item of aesthetic beauty for bi-pedal mammals pretending to be intelligent. 😉
Neither are your son’s abilities which you have revealed, if only to a little degree, to so many on-line. (Of course, he is still only 12 – VERY few people knew anything of my incredible talents when i was his age. Now that really WAS a waste! 🙂 )
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It’s more in terms of a society that accepts and accommodates and fosters uniqueness. Not happening these days really.
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Understood. We can hope, but just don’t hold your breath. 😦
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Well not longer than 10 seconds anyway.
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Your son will win through all the shit Gary. Much love to you both. Xx
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Thank you Lorraine xx
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I don’t know if you have ever read up on Indigo Children, Gary but there are special souls who just don’t fit into the system. They are here to bring in change and healing and awareness. It was a while back I read up on it, but it is something I was thinking about after rereading your post a few times. Your son is special and he may never fit in with the mainstream but as everyone here knows that is his gift. xo
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Yes remember reading about that. We do have so many special souls just society likes to reprogram or demonise them.
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It makes me so angry…and sad.
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It does
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Your flower and your son now have a world-wide audience
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So does my baking – that’s a frightening thought…
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I feel your frustration! I don’t like the idea that school are putting him in a box, labelling him, predicting the outcome of his life… it sometimes sounds as if they have decided not to invest in him.
I don’t know.
I know it won’t be easy, but I want him to have a satisfying rewarding life – and from the sounds of things school might not be envisioning the full extent of opportunities that are waiting for him. But he deserves plenty of wonderful after all the hard times he has faced already.
I sailed through school with all A grades and 95%+ in almost every subject. But I left school and nobody was ever interested in my grades. Employers were only interested in whether I would turn up day after day, on time, whether I would stick at the work and not be playing solitaire on the computer or playing with a mobile phone all day, whether I was polite and could get on with other colleagues….and listen to my boss, and not think I knew better etc. The actual academic side of my education does not seem to have made much difference, just qualities like being reliable, faithful, enduring difficult people, obedient to instructions – they all seem to have been more important to whatever boss I have had.
The most fulfilment I have had from work is all the projects I have worked on as a volunteer – much more rewarding and a huge inspiration to my life. Especially as I have worked with so many fascinating people with real life stories to share. I have worked with people from all walks of life, some were victims of severe domestic abuse, some had been in prison, or the army, people who had overcome all manner of challenges. That has been the best education and the best career.
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I was the same degree, masters degree, accounting qualification yet no idea where my certificates are – been no use to me at all in the new world. I would love to find a way to set him up,so he doesn’t need to worry about money and he can then be free to choose his own path and his own route to fulfilment.
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I know what you mean about setting him up so as not to worry about money – that’s every parent’s dream.
But that’s where having the ability to think outside of the box can be a huge asset. My parents sold the family house to clear debt (before my Dad married mum, he gambled, and what with seven children to rear, he never cleared his huge debts) and moved into a little bungalow, it was frightening because all of us kids (now adults of course) knew we really were on our own feet. In some ways I am glad there has never been a slush fund from my parents to fall back on. I have thought in terms of what I need to earn from day to day from week to week and from month to month. I have been a lodger, which was easily affordable. I lived rent free in tied accommodation – roles where I was able to learn new skills and do work I really enjoyed – cooking, being a chauffeur, gardening, animal care, laundry and cleaning. It opened my eyes up to all the things people will pay you money to do! It led to me being paid to carry a phone round wherever I went to take an entrepreneur’s business calls, editing and proof-reading the auto-biography of a rich bloke, dog-walking (!5 per hour per dog – I could walk up to 6 maximum, but preferred 4) painting and decorating, party-planning and catering, being a paid companion to somebody’s mum – ie I got paid to take this lady out to lunch and shopping – all expenses paid of course, cutting the toe-nails of sheep, helping to relocate squirrels, swimming pool maintenance – oh all sorts! In fact the biggest reason people would offer me work is they were sure they could trust me with their keys, their alarm codes and all of their material belongings – I was trustworthy. That reputation has opened some astonishing doors to me.
And…of course the work I did as a volunteer which included accounts, purchasing, health and safety, roof tiling, painting and decorating, joinery, plaster-boarding, insulation, carpeting, upholstery, groundworks – including digging trenches.
When it comes to money – I am a big believer that thinking of what you need and being open minded as to how you earn your bread and butter is a huge asset and can be great fun. People sometimes save money and buy property thinking it will bring an element of security – but natural disasters, financial crises and all sorts of other events scupper their plans.
But keeping life fairly simple, thinking about working for the money you need to cover your needs and viewing everything else as a bonus and avoiding debt like the plague seems wisdom that is far more secure than money or property.
Everyone is different I know. My aunt has had severe challenges from birth and so my grandfather wanted to make some arrangements for her not to have to worry about money. His heart was absolutely in the right place, but it ended up with her staying indoors all day watching day time TV. I wish in some ways that she had reason to be out with people. But because she has had no reason to leave the house, that has been her default choice each day.
Everyone is different. And there are many ways to skin a cat and all (apologies to cat lovers) but don’t get pushed into thinking that the world only works one way – always be ready to think outside the box.
The big issue for most employers was trust and honesty and doing what I had been asked to do. Nobody ever cared about the A* grades!
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I’m a cat owner……..
So so true. It’s being opened minded and being prepared to change track. I think the penny started to drop with me when I was part way through a doctorate and realised it was basically crap and just about money. We could have achieved so much in those 17 years but let ourselves get side tracked. All I can do is prepare son as best I can for a world that’s not suited to him. Yet keeping an eye out for opportunities to feather his nest to take the pressure off him.
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You know what you are doing! ❤
I must admit while I have winged it with regards how I earn my bread and butter, I have never had the added anxiety of being a parent. I guess as a parent the inclination to plan for the future is very natural.
I just don't like the idea of you suffering due to anxieties about the future…I am confident that there will be many and varied opportunities for your son.
We care about you two and don't want the world and it's worries to suck any more out of you. Happy thoughts and happy hugs to both of you…xx
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Hugs to you as well xx
Often it’s so easy to see a closed door and think of bad stuff on the other side. Yet why it could so easily be the best room ever.
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Such is the wonder of life! If you don’t seize opportunities – who knows what you might miss?
We feel tremendously for the challenges your son has had already (and no doubt more challenges ahead) but don’t forget how much of an advantage it is to have an awesome Dad!
…don’t blush….
…although…
…you do suit that pretty shade of pink!
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That’s why I had my pink leg warmer phase…. admit it you have as well surely…..
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Oh you so badly guesstimate my age! I am proud to say I have only seen pictures of leg warmers in history books.
But I have to say it’s not unwelcome, the image of you wearing pink leg warmers.
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I have a guesstimate and it’s less than you think. Leg warmers are timeless and you are assuming I’m an old fart……. Not a day over 970.
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I might drop my real age in an e-mail to you. I don’t know…it would be a huge detail to trust you with. As far as the public domain are concerned, I am she without an age.
I do like older men. But 970??? Oooooh! That would be an age gap that could divide opinion. Do you have all of your own body parts?
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Not necessarily all in perfect working order…..
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Now I am blushing…
I will keep it clean and assume that you are talking about the parts you used to use for rock-climbing???
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Yes. This is Yorkshire.
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…where nobody would know about certain body parts anyway!! Have to keep the woollies on all year round to fend off frostbite from damaging any extremities!
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Gloves all year round. Pinkies are needed to pick the rhubarb. Need to get the priorities right.
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E-mailed you with the big secret – you will be in big trouble if you share it. I have an road atlas somewhere, I am sure I will be able to find Yorkshire!!!
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But you don’t have a Yorkshire Visa. I won’t tell anyone about your Dora the Explorer socks.
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Did you really just say “leg warmers are timeless”?
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Yes that’s not great is it. Good job nobody reads this rubbish.
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You might become a fashion icon to all your followers! I can see it now, a stampede en route to T.K. Maxx in search of the woolly pink relics.
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I don’t think TK Maxx would go there. Maybe Poundland.
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I went to Poundland once…to buy plastic cups for the pharmacy I was working for. Twenty for £1. Then I looked on line and found one thousand cups for around £5.
Found this link which states they are unisex:
https://www.amazon.co.uk/Smiffys-Unisex-Adult-warmers-32757/dp/B001SN4KQS/ref=sr_1_9?keywords=pink+leg+warmers&qid=1564856369&s=gateway&sr=8-9
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Not cool enough. Mine was pink with white stripes…
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You believe in your son. Maybe that’s not good enough in terms of securing training or therapies to help your son achieve his full potential but as someone else’s child myself, my family/parent’s acknowledgment and acceptance of myself is the most important support and recognition I seek after. And in this respect, I know your son is under good care.
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I just get so frustrated with the system and the millions of people our societies just dump to one side. Yet we give air to The likes of Trump and Johnson.
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Depressing, I know… we just do our bit and try our best. Sunday is near and what I’m looking forward to is pictures of Switzerland 🙂
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It’s a bit of Bond as well.
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I know your frustration. A very close friend of mine has a genius 11-year-old with autism. He is amazing, smart, funny and kind and yet, the school system will not allow him access to their school because they can’t handle him when he gets frustrated. It’s so sad because the world is missing out on the greatest minds of our times because of a label and a box that these kids don’t fit in.
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It so is. We do have to redouble our efforts to change things for the better.
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Physically yes you are the one seeing all the wonders of your son but you are not the only one to see it. Through sharing him with us we all get to see what a smart funny wonderful boy he is. To hell with what people think or assume of him. You know what he can accomplish and how he learns so you are feeding his desires nourishing him in a way that he can use to learn. I always feel that doctors should never say that a child is only going to be able to do so much. That they will never pass certain age milestones etc. I realize that there are children who are born who require intensive life long care but I am talking more about those who are being written off due to being made differently. I babysat a little girl whose mother had been told she would never walk, talk etc. The little girl was born missing part of a chromosone but she was awesome. By the end of my two months she was walking. She grunted to communicate and as she got older, learned sign language. She graduated grade 12 at 21. Lives in a home with others has a job and loves life. Yet doctors told her mom to expect her to never pass the age of 5 in milestones and abilities. Doctors have the book learning, they do not have the 24/7 experience that we as parents do. From what I have read your son is turning into an amazing compassionate empathetic young man and you should be so proud of him and yourself. (I know I always write you a page when I leave a comment I am sorry)
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Your comments are great. I can tell you care. I genuinely feel it’s time for me to stop feeling frustrated with the world and to try to do stuff about it. Probably won’t or can’t achieve anything but it’s the right thing to do.
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Ha stop with that. You won’t or can’t make a difference? Of course you can with your son. It starts small and the ripple effects will be felt. You are doing an amazing job with your son. Focus on that and what you can do for him. You know him best friend so you know the best way he will learn. Not to push but T asked if he was still going to penpal with your son. Or email pal I guess lol
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He did but is changing it as he thought it had too much football in.
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Lol T’s will be all about video games and YouTube.
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It is a waste for those who refuse to see it, but an honour for those who do. Your son is a marvel, unique, caring, and a decent human being. That’s down to you too Gary.
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Thank you.
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Like that lovely bloom, his beauty is only meant for you.
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It is a stunner
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He is special!!👍😎🍵
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Our world needs more love, compassion and kindness.❤
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The planet would be just a little friendly, a little safer and a whole lot more liveable for many.
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So true, indeed.
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Thank you
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You are welcome BereavedSingleParent.❤
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Thank you
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Just you watch–he’s the dark horse of your land. In ten years he’ll cross the line ages before others and everyone’s going to wonder “where did HE come from?” So many brilliant souls are like thatxxxxxxx
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I really hope so. How’s school going for the kids and you. xxxxxx
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The kids had a great day! I, um, didn’t get my presentation done on time, but hopefully one day late won’t annoy my team leader too much 🙂
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Fingers crossed it gets done. Apart from the presentation how did you do.
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Oh, fine. Overall, I really can’t complain–the kids enjoy school, I now have time to finish up some home and teaching stuff and actually write now and then. How are you?
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That’s good. Let’s hope it keeps going fine or better. Just got to keep going forward.
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Yes, exactly so xxxxxx
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