You listen to people who have coped with bereavement and they often talk about the importance of starting to enjoy life again. Six months on and it feels like everything is on permanent hold.
The football season is almost over and I’ve not been to see one game either at the ground or on tv.
Before the world changed I would go for at least one or two hill walks a month. Since I lost my partner I have not managed one walk.
Apart from kids stuff I have not seen one film or tv programme apart from the news.
In six months I’ve not had one evening out.
These might seem like petty things but they just add to the feeling of isolation. It’s not helped by living hours away from my nearest family members.
I know that if I’m going to make the single parenting role work then I need to sort something out. It’s just currently I can’t see any options.